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This program was the kind in which I could not tell Pat where I was going or what I was doing, so we weren’t real happy with the situation as it affected our life together. Things got easier once I moved up the chain of command; the hours and days got no shorter but at least we could talk about what I was working on.

Roy Beckemeyer, 1430, 25 November, 2025.

Pat Beckemeyer in front of a poster at the Denver Art Museum’s unique and special exhibit, “Becoming Van Gogh,” which was shown only this one time period, 21 October 2012 through 20 January 2013. I took this photo on 14 November 2012. We traveled to Denver specifically to see this show back when we had just begun to seriously study van Gogh and his work. I am really glad we did, because it was eye-opening, introducing us to van Gogh’s early work and explicating quite well how hard he had worked at the crafts of drawing and painting as he went along. It also made me aware for the first time of the wealth of information documented in his letters.

Now, of course, it is much too late for anyone to experience this one-of-a-kind exhibit, but I decided to gather here links to some of the documentation that is available online and elsewhere that can give you a feel for what it was like.

“Becoming Van Gogh” was the brainchild of Timothy Sandring, who was then Curator of the Denver Art Museum (now Curator Emeritus). He assembled (on loan – at that time the Denver Art Museum had no van Gogh works in its holdings) 70 examples of van Gogh’s work along with 20 examples of the work of some of those artists who influenced his development.

A fine place to start is with a short (6 minute) segment prepared by Rocky Mountain PBS at the time of the exhibit: ARTS DISTRICT: BECOMING VAN GOGH. I particularly like this introduction because in it Timothy Sandring talks about the importance of van Gogh’s letters in understanding his art and his development as an artist. Here are some quotes as I transcribed them as he talked (these words occur near the end of the video segment):

“It’s unquestionable that he [van Gogh] really strove to express feeling. And even in his letters he underlined words, he put them in bold, he put them in cursive, he was mark making so that you could feel the inflection that he would give to his voice…Some of the passages are the most beautiful descriptions of feelings about the liquidity of something such as boats on a sea or grasses or a pair of boots. They’re turgid in the writing — it’s not mellifluous — they’re not the kind of letters that you can keep plowing through — so you have to take them in piecemeal, very much, I think, like these paintings…I’ve learned to admire him greatly. He’s fiercely intelligent. He spoke four languages, he was a voracious reader, he was an associative thinker, he was a poet. In fact, his letters could be considered European literature.” ~Timothy Sandring

Here is a link to a webpage of the Denver Art Museum that outlines the exhibit’s structure and includes a nice photo of the entrance to the exhibit: VAN GOGH’s CREATIVE PROCESS (by Christin Bonk Fong). And here is another of the museum’s web pages that records 20 of the quotes from van Gogh’s letters that were used as labels for pieces of art in the exhibit and in the audio guides viewers could use: 20 QUOTES FROM VINCENT VAN GOGH (by Fairlight Baer-Gutierrez). The painting used as background for these labels was “Edge of a Wheat Field with Poppies” (1887), which at the time of the exhibit was in a private collection (the Frederic C. Hamilton Collection). The painting was gifted to the museum’s holdings in 2021, and can be seen on their web page.

Here’s a link to the AP story that appeared at the time: “Van Gogh exhibit focuses on artist’s development,” Associated Press, October 22, 2012.

Here’s a link to the Denver Post article announcing the exhibit: “Becoming van Gogh” brings the Denver Art Museum a fall blockbuster,” by RAY MARK RINALDI, The Denver Post, October 11, 2012 at 10:51 a.m., UPDATED: April 30, 2016 at 6:16 p.m. It includes a 6-photo slide show.

And here’s a link to the New York Times article announcing the event: “Van Gogh’s Evolution, From Neophyte to Master,” by Ted Loos, Oct. 26, 2012.

And another link, “Follow Van Gogh’s Journey Of Style And Technique,” OCTOBER 29, 2012 / 12:00 PM / CBS COLORADO, by Greg Moody, CBS4’s Critic At Large. It is accompanied by a really great photo slide show of Greg Moody’s trip through the exhibit: BECOMING VAN GOGH SLIDE SHOW CBS News.

Finally, there is a remarkably compete hardcover (cofeetable) book, “Becoming van Gogh,” by Timothy Standring (Author), Louis van Tilborgh (Author), Nicole Myers (Author), Everett van Eitert (Author), Richard Kendall (Author), Teio Meedendorp (Author), Simon Kelly (Author). [Yale University Press; First Edition (November 27, 2012), in English, Hardcover ‏ : ‎ 288 pages, ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 030018686X, ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-0300186864, Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 4.6 pounds, Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 10.25 x 1.25 x 12.5 inches.

I hope you enjoy this excursion back in time to a unique and impressive exhibit on how Vincent van Gogh became the artist we know today.

~Roy Beckemeyer, 10 October, 2023. [I recently took a thoroughly enjoyable and instructive online continuing education class from Wichita State University, “The Life and Work of Vincent van Goghn ” taught by Dan Kirchhefer, an artist who is also emeritus Professor of Art at Emporia State University. It got me re-energized about van Gogh, and sent me back to look up info on the Denver exhibit. Thanks, Dan.]

STOP, the sun says, ruddy-faced in a sky scorched
by the desolation of a hundred million acres of wildfires.
It’s not just pique, you know. That’s not an armful of ash
graying the sky, it’s an inundation, an avalanche
of carbon-dioxide poisoning burying us all.
It’s climate-perversion wreaked on coming generations
by ours. It’s our childrens’ world crumbling around them
as we sit at our hundred thousand stop lights, our hundred
million exhausts huffing into the dulling evening air.

~Roy Beckemeyer, August, 2023

This poem was inspired one evening as I drove home from the hospital where my wife Pat was battling pneumonia. I pulled up to this stop sign and the wildfire smoke in the upper atmosphere had made the sun appear reddish-orange and the first thing I thought was it looked very much like the stop lights. I clicked off a couple of quick cell phone shots through my windshield and drove on. Perusing the picture later, already in a somber mood because of Pat’s illness, this poem came to life. Pat is home now and recovering with the help of in-home nursing and physical and occupational therapists.

On May 20-22, 2013, an international meeting devoted to all aspects of Carboniferous-Permian geology with special emphasis on the Carboniferous-Permian transition was hosted by the New Mexico Museum of Natural History and Science, Albuquerque, New Mexico. At that meeting, I presented a paper entitled “A NEW SPECIES OF GLAPHYROPHLEBIA HANDLIRSCH, 1906 (INSECTA: NEOPTERA: BLATTINOPSIDAE) FROM THE LOWER PERMIAN WELLINGTON FORMATION OF NOBLE COUNTY, OKLAHOMA, USA.” In it, I described a new species of fossil insect which I named Glaphyrophlebia anderhalterorum in honor of my grandmother, Katherine Anderhalter and my uncle, her only son, Prof. Dr. Oliver Anderhalter.

The fossil is a spectacular one, with much of the body as well as the forewings preserved exceptionally well for a Wellington Formation insect. The insect’s wing color pattern is preserved on one half of the fossil, the other half comprising an impression of the wing and body.

The species name “anderhalterorum” is a “patronymic,” that is, it is chosen to honor a person or persons. The suffix “-orum” is used behind the name to indicate that more than one person is honored. Here is the text of the Etymology section of the paper, which gives the origin of the name chosen:

“Etymology: The specific epithet anderhalterorum honors my maternal grandmother, the late Katherine Vollet Anderhalter, and her son, the late Prof. Dr. Oliver Anderhalter. My grandmother encouraged me from my earliest school days to excel academically so that I might follow in my uncle’s footsteps and earn a PhD. Her expectations and his example nurtured in me an early interest in science and learning that has lasted a lifetime.”

Here is a color image of the fossil:

And her is a link to a pdf file of the full paper:

And, finally, a photograph of my grandmother and uncle:

~Roy Beckemeyer, 23 April, 2023

My new book, The Currency of His Light (Turning Plow Press, 2023) takes its title from my poem of the same name, which originally appeared in the online journal, The Ekphrastic Review, on November 23, 2020.

The poem was inspired by impressionist painter Claude Monet’s series of paintings, “The Houses of Parliament,” which were painted between 1900, when Monet was in London, and 1905, when he completed the series in his studio in Giverny, France.

Monet was attempting to capture the fleeting variations of light in the foggy, smoggy atmosphere of turn of the nineteenth Century London. In a letter to his wife dated Sunday 18 March 1900, he wrote:

‘Today was a day of terrible struggle, and it will be the same until I leave. Only I need more canvases: there’s no other way to get anything done, than to have different ones going for all kinds of weather, all kinds of harmonies, that’s the real way to do it and, at the beginning, one always expects to find the same effects again and finish them: that’s what leads to these dreadful transformations that are worse than useless.

‘As you see, it’s not enthusiasm that I lack, for I have something like 65 canvases covered with colour and I still need more, this country is something quite out of the ordinary: so I shall have to order more canvases. What a bill I’m going to have from Lechertier’s!’

During the time I was writing this poem, I also had been reading John Milton’s poem, “On His Blindness,” and was captivated by the line “When I consider how my light is spent…” That line, and Monet’s hours spent trying to capture elusive light on canvas made me think of time as a sort of currency (the only real currency any of us have to spend), and of his producing his paintings as investing in another medium of currency, as if he might be coining his own “currency”; hence the title.

Here is my attempt to convey the poem and Monet’s work as a reading accompanied by images of Monet’s paintings:

I hope you enjoy this video. Roy Beckemeyer, 03-23-2023:

Posted 03-24-2023 by Roy Beckemeyer.

My poem, “Hummingbirds” can be found on p. 8 of my new book, The Currency of His Light (Turning Plow Press, 2023). The poem was inspired by my many years of observation of hummingbirds as an avid bird watcher, and by the last lines of Jane Kenyon’s poem, “Year Day,” which I used as an epigraph: “Here are the gestures / of my hands. Wear them in your hair.” The poem contains allusions to pop-culture stop-motion animation as well as to the classic 1930 Marlene Dietrich movie “The Blue Angel.”

Here is a link to “Hummingbirds,” which first appeared in the online literary journal MacQueen’s Quinterley (Issue 11, January 2022).

And here is a link to Jane Kenyon’s poem, “Year Day.”

My latest poetry book, The Currency of His Light (Turning Plow Press, 2023) contains two short poems inspired by quotes from work by the two-time Texas Poet Laureate, Vassar Miller (1924-1998). I suspect quite a few readers will not be familiar with Miller and her work, so thought that I should elaborate a bit here.

I own two (of her ten) books of poetry, Wage War on Silence (1960) and My Bones Being Wiser (1963), both put out by Wesleyan University Press.  Both the epigraphs I used were from Wage War on Silence, which was a Pulitzer Prize nominee in 1961. The University of North Texas Press holds a yearly poetry book contest in Miller’s name. She lived in Houston all her life (she had cerebral palsy which made mobility and speech difficult), and she earned bachelor’s and master’s degrees from the University of Houston. She reviewed books for the Houston Post in the 1950s and 1960s, taught creative writing at the St. John’s School in Houston and was writer-in-residence at the University of St. Thomas. The short biography from which some of this information came may be found on the Texas State Historical Association website. She was inducted into the Texas Women’s Hall of Fame in 1996.

In Miller’s obituary in The New York Times (Nov. 8, 1998), Rick Lyman noted: “Many Texas writers and critics, most notably Larry McMurtry, lamented the lack of attention paid to her work, which had never been considered particularly fashionable until late in her career. ‘That she is to this day little known, read or praised in Texas is the most damning comment possible on our literary culture,’ he wrote in a 1981 essay in The Texas Observer.”

After McMurtry’s essay appeared, Miller was named Texas Poet Laureate in 1982 and again in 1988. Her collected papers, which include her correspondence with such luminaries as McMurtry, Richard Hugo, and James Wright, are in the Archives of the University of Houston.

A lovely memoir about Miller and her personality and work may be found in Jenni Simmons’ Curator Magazine article “She Spoke to Silence.”

Here is one of my two poems inspired by quotes from her work, after which I have added Vassar Miller’s poem, “Tree of Silence.” My epigraph is the first line of that poem.

Discourse

“Along the branches of our silence hang our words.”
—Vassar Miller, “The Tree of Silence”

The words form,
rounded as apples,
as oblong pears suddenly
succulent, the fleshy home
of pips, of seedling insights,
ideas of future generations
of thoughts and proposals yet
unsaid, but pregnant with years
of considered cogitation to come,
misunderstandings avoided, loves
never lost, brilliant discourses
instigated by foliferous buds,
by orange leaves of words
all strung, curled, intricately
scalloped by the clenched
teeth, the coiled tongue
of silence.

By Roy Beckemeyer, from The Currency of His Light (Turning Plow Press, 2023), p. 102.

_____

“The Tree of Silence

      (For Nancy)

Upon the branches of our silence hang our words,
Half-ripened fruit.
Gone are the months of summer, gone
Beyond pursuit.
Let us leave, though pinched and wan,
The windfalls wither
Under the tree whose shade affords
No shelter either.

For when was language ever food for human yearning!
Sun-gilded rain
Mocking the sheen of golden peach,
Words only drain
Hearts of strength; let mortal speech
Make time and way
For life, the long and lonely yearning
How to pray.”

By Vassar Miller, from Wage War on Silence (Wesleyan University Press, 1960), p. 51.

I sincerely hope that this piece encourages you to read more of my poetry, and more of Vassar Miller’s work as well. Please link to my author’s page for information on how to acquire a copy of The Currency of His Light (Turning Plow Press, 2023).

~Roy Beckemeyer 17 March 2023.

Here is another example poem from The Currency of His Light (Turning Plow Press, 2023), which will be available around March 24, 2023. Again, I chose a poem inspired by a quote from another poet’s work. In this case, that of Pat Daneman, Lenexa, Kansas poet whose 2018 book After All (FutureCycle Press) was a runner-up for the 2018 Hefner-Heitz Kansas Book Award and first runner-up for the 2019 Thorpe-Menn award for literary excellence.

There are actually three poems in my book that contain, as epigraphs, quotes from the book After All. The one I chose for today is:

Multicellular

“Your body is a science
experiment—all hypotheses,
no promises.”—Pat Daneman
from “Time Remaining”

You grow from single cell
to what you are the day you die
in stages poorly understood,
cells dividing according to
instructions coiled onto
strings of proteins mankind
struggles still to read,
signaled by potions,
by stringent codes of here
not there by logic devices
illogical in execution,
by mistake, by precise
adjudication, by what
you can only see as evil
intent or loving beneficence,
debilitating symptom or heirloom
of succulent grace.

By Roy Beckemeyer, from The Currency of His Light, (Turning Plow Press, 2023, p. 76).

As noted, the epigraph is from Pat Daneman’s poem “Time Remaining,” which appears on p. 54 in After All (FutureCycle Press, 2018).

I hope this poem will inspire someone to pick up a copy of either of these books or at least to look online for more poetry from me or from Pat Daneman, whose writing I find quite inspiring. I expect that you will, as well.

Roy Beckemeyer, 16 March, 2023.